Thursday, April 2, 2015

I love the way you are....

This is a poem I wrote for a new friend who I came to know recently.  He is so supportive of us in the transgender community.

I love the way you treated a Transgender
Your approach to befriend us is so tender
I love the way you shown us your respect
To people like us we don't even to expect
I love the way you opened up your mind
With big loving heart so warm and kind
I love the way you always there to share
All our woes, hatred and pains we bear
I love your way you told us you do care
As a friend, a brother you are our guide
I love the way you are so cool and polite
Your sincerity touches me with a delight
I love the way you held my arms so tight
Sending chills all way down to my spine
I love the way you called me your "Dear"
Whenever I needed, you're always here
I love your smiles look so sweet and real
To all of us you always so full of cheers
I love the way you called us your friends
You're a part of our community we stand

On behalf of the Transgender Community, I thank you my dearest friend for the support of the Transgender people.

Ada Shuling
1st April 2015

Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Lonely Valentine Night

To my Ex....

Oh! Where art thou, My Love?
I ain't spend Valentine all alone
It has been more than five years
And I never heard from you here
Was hoping you might came by
And keep me company tonight
But you never call all these time
The day you left, I wanted to cry
The sad memory you left behind
I still remembered it in my mind
We dated in a park late one night
You kissed me the very first time
Underneath the dimly moon-light
You held me in your arms so tight
My heart beating so fast in delight
We both fell in love at a first sight
It's so romantic in love to describe
The stars twinkling in sky so high
And full moon shinning so bright
We sat on the beach side by side
Watching the ships as passing by
The sandy beaches and calm tides
Cool sea breezes blowing so nice
Now all the happiness with you die
Since the time you left me aside
And it is another empty valentine

Ada Shuling

14 February 2014

Friday, March 27, 2015

To a Friend of the Transgender


Dear,

You know who you are when you read this poem I have written for you.
You impressed me so much with your wisdom and understanding.


We're friend though we never met
And came to know in Facebook Net
You shown your friendship and care
I see a loving gentleman out there
A nice gentleman humble and kind
The impression of you in my mind
You know the pleasing words to say

To a transgender in very polite way
And by saying you've make our day

Make us transgender happy at bay
Every word feel so sweet to my ear
So loving words find so dear to hear
A honest expression is I couldn't lie
To tell you I a common transvestite
Not pretty but feel feminine inside
Yet find me appealing to your sight
Treating me like a lady with delight
What I don't even expect in my life
You said my look dun affect our ties
So not to doubt our heart and mind
To be a good friend we shouldn't lie
As long as there's chemistry we find

Forever in our hearts you and mine
Stay as very close friend all the time

Thank you dear
Ada


21 March 2015

You changed my Life




I'm always been a bad kind of gurl that hid my face
Am afraid to tell the World what a bitch got to say
Till I met you on that day, you took away my fear
Let me see what I'm supposed to be me that is real
Now I'm so happy to find out what I wanted to be
No more hiding the shame of the gurl that is in me
My feeling inside me and I'm going to let it shows
The real in me that is time to let the World knows
Let the light shines on my heart so that I could see
No more fakes and lies that once used to be in me
Before we met I was always residing in my folly
Now I find in my life there is no more complexity
You've changed my perception in my life entirely
I've to believe in myself now as the only way it is
Not to dream kind of life I wanted to be superstar
But to be the realistic that's what I'm looking afar
And you've gave me that hope so I can cling onto
It's only you in my feeling telling me what to do
And you've said I known was for my own good
So I wrote it down in a poem to remember you

Ada Shuling
03 April 2015

Friday, October 17, 2014

There’s no barrier in Friendship

Dedicated To A Internet Friend

Think I expressed myself much better in a poem for you.

We're friends already though we never met
And we've just corresponded in the internet
But you've shown your friendship and cares
I can see you as a good gentleman out there
A gentleman who is so humble and so kind
The impression of you that's inside my mind
You seem to know the pleasing words to say
By saying you've unknowingly make my day
Every word you said stay so sweet to my ear
So praising words that I find so nice to hear
So an honest expression is that I couldn't lie
I, being a common cross dresser transvestite
I'm not pretty but feeling the feminine inside
You find me appealing as a gal in your sight
And treating me like a lady with real respect
What I dreamt of I don't even dare to expect
Think let's not let our looks hindered our ties
And no more doubting our hearts and minds
For us to stay as good friends in away we do
And shouldn't be barrier in our age and look

Thank you so much!

Hugs,

Ada
17 October 2014

Friday, February 14, 2014

Qin Ren Jie Kuai Le aka Happy Valentine

Oh! Where art thou my love?
Since you left me all alone
Do you know it's valentine?
I hate to be alone tonight
Hoping you're at my side
And your heart with mine
On this year on valentine
I'm not asking you for a ROSE
All I needed is your true LOVE


To my Ex....

Oh! Where art thou, My Love?
I ain't spending Valentine alone
It has been more than five years
And I never heard from you here
Was hoping you might come by
And keep me company tonight
But you never call all these time
The day you left I wanted to cry
The sad memory you left behind
I still remembered it in my mind
We dated in a park late one night
You kissed me the very first time
Underneath the dimly moon-light
You held me in your arms so tight
My heart beating so fast in delight
We both fell in love at a first sight
It's so romantic in love to describe
The stars twinkling in sky so high
And full moon shinning so bright
We sat on the beach side by side
Watching all the ships passing by
The sandy beaches and calm tide
Cool sea breezes blowing so fine
Now the happiness with you die
Since the day you left me aside
And it's another empty valentine

It was just few weeks to valentine in 2009 we parted.
And now in year 2014, five years we have been separated.

Ada Shuling

14 February 2014

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

I have forgotten what chastity felt like

Females are the weaker sex.  Like Eve in Mother Nature is so vulnerable to temptation and easily fallen prey to lust.


I've written a poem not bed full of roses but turn out to be torn instead.  A Love affair that wasn't so sweet after all if there is no true Love indeed.  But still being woman inside,  we fell prey to our mortal lust and sex desire that is entrapping us bodily!

I’ve forgotten what love like felt
In a sordid hotel I fell to his spell
I
 couldn't resist
 the desire inside
The room, the bed and dim light
All my senses slowly came to live

My sexual desire risen to a height
In
 bed I was left with no chances
I'm so vulnerable to his advances
Oh, the passionate feel of his hug
In his arms, I felt his dingy touch
His sweat inducing of a charisma
A manhood’s scent of
 
male aroma
I ended up naked in bed for his lust

What I knew I couldn’t get enough
But
 the worst after our love making
He
 
didn't bother when I am calling
Just
 
so I knew that there's more lies
In humiliation
he's hurting my
 pride
In still darkness there's always
 a
fear
As I lay in my bed my eyes in tears
And I beg the Lord..........................
"Please, get this cheater off my mind
I want to forget and carry on my life''
Then he’ll call me to have more fun
Just as I knew there's shame to come
Conscience
 can't kill 
my heart's desire
A
 
drop of rain can't put out raging fire
Oh, the price I’m paying for fooling
Each time I'm subject to his cheating
 
And I beg the Lord...........................
"Please, get this Cheater off my mind
I want to forget and carry on my life''
But the worst part after love making
He didn't bother when I am calling
Just so I knew that there's more lies
In
 humiliation 
he's hurting my pride
In still darkness there's always
 
a fear
As I lay in my bed my eyes in tears
 
And I beg the Lord…………………
"Please, get this Cheater off my mind
I want to forget and carry on my life"
Then he’ll call me and want more fun
Just as I knew there's shame to come
Yes I'm afraid there's shame to come


Ada Shuling
Wednesday, 25 September 2013