Wednesday, September 25, 2013

I have forgotten what chastity felt like

Females are the weaker sex.  Like Eve in Mother Nature is so vulnerable to temptation and easily fallen prey to lust.


I've written a poem not bed full of roses but turn out to be torn instead.  A Love affair that wasn't so sweet after all if there is no true Love indeed.  But still being woman inside,  we fell prey to our mortal lust and sex desire that is entrapping us bodily!

I’ve forgotten what love like felt
In a sordid hotel I fell to his spell
I
 couldn't resist
 the desire inside
The room, the bed and dim light
All my senses slowly came to live

My sexual desire risen to a height
In
 bed I was left with no chances
I'm so vulnerable to his advances
Oh, the passionate feel of his hug
In his arms, I felt his dingy touch
His sweat inducing of a charisma
A manhood’s scent of
 
male aroma
I ended up naked in bed for his lust

What I knew I couldn’t get enough
But
 the worst after our love making
He
 
didn't bother when I am calling
Just
 
so I knew that there's more lies
In humiliation
he's hurting my
 pride
In still darkness there's always
 a
fear
As I lay in my bed my eyes in tears
And I beg the Lord..........................
"Please, get this cheater off my mind
I want to forget and carry on my life''
Then he’ll call me to have more fun
Just as I knew there's shame to come
Conscience
 can't kill 
my heart's desire
A
 
drop of rain can't put out raging fire
Oh, the price I’m paying for fooling
Each time I'm subject to his cheating
 
And I beg the Lord...........................
"Please, get this Cheater off my mind
I want to forget and carry on my life''
But the worst part after love making
He didn't bother when I am calling
Just so I knew that there's more lies
In
 humiliation 
he's hurting my pride
In still darkness there's always
 
a fear
As I lay in my bed my eyes in tears
 
And I beg the Lord…………………
"Please, get this Cheater off my mind
I want to forget and carry on my life"
Then he’ll call me and want more fun
Just as I knew there's shame to come
Yes I'm afraid there's shame to come


Ada Shuling
Wednesday, 25 September 2013